And cors, i still hate you.
Friday, August 10, 2007
I was just checking the list of names and discovered I have two lectures in which I don't know anyone. Well, I do know rhoda, but I haven't spoken to her in a while. Heck, I hardly spoke to her in crescent when we were classmates! The thing is, it just had to be the two lectures in which projects and assignments are group work. I guess I could try making friends, but that's not my niche particularly. Oh well, I guess I can only bow my head down and just trudge through this sem!
Thursday, August 09, 2007
I. desperately. need. to sleep.
For some godforsaken reason, I just can't fall asleep. Even though I didn't sleep a wink last night, and only caught a few in the morning, my mind is still whirring like a welloiled machine. Probably oiled on steroids. My eyes are burning and my head is spinning, yet I just can't seem to step into somnolence. Maybe I'm subconsciously not allowing myself the drift off, forcing myself to think and ponder, to let my imagination go off to lalaland, while my conscience stays grounded.
I was just thinking, as I lay in the dark. How roses have such a gothic charm. I am, very much obsessed with this flower lately. However, I do not perceive it as the gorgeous epitome of beauty and love. When I see a rose, I think of melancholy, bittersweetness and funerals. Yes, funerals. Don't ask me why but for some odd reason, roses have a very gothic beauty in it. The redness like fresh blood. The sadness as a young bride had just passed on and her bouquet of white roses dyed a gorgerous scarlet as the blood pools around her. The redness is so strong, so deep, so intense, it looks almost black. And the enigmatic block rose bouquet is surfaced, in time for her funeral.
I think. THe starbucks coffee is getting to me. Honestly.
For some godforsaken reason, I just can't fall asleep. Even though I didn't sleep a wink last night, and only caught a few in the morning, my mind is still whirring like a welloiled machine. Probably oiled on steroids. My eyes are burning and my head is spinning, yet I just can't seem to step into somnolence. Maybe I'm subconsciously not allowing myself the drift off, forcing myself to think and ponder, to let my imagination go off to lalaland, while my conscience stays grounded.
I was just thinking, as I lay in the dark. How roses have such a gothic charm. I am, very much obsessed with this flower lately. However, I do not perceive it as the gorgeous epitome of beauty and love. When I see a rose, I think of melancholy, bittersweetness and funerals. Yes, funerals. Don't ask me why but for some odd reason, roses have a very gothic beauty in it. The redness like fresh blood. The sadness as a young bride had just passed on and her bouquet of white roses dyed a gorgerous scarlet as the blood pools around her. The redness is so strong, so deep, so intense, it looks almost black. And the enigmatic block rose bouquet is surfaced, in time for her funeral.
I think. THe starbucks coffee is getting to me. Honestly.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
I didn't manage to get one module, which was my gem. So currently, the modules I am allocated with is lit, socio, eurostudies and singapore film. Sigh, another day of torturous bidding to trudge through on friday yet again.
Anyway, yesterday I went to ikea with my mum to look for a bookshelf for our room. It was quite fun looking at all the furniture, but we couldn't agree on one so we're going back again tomorrow morning. After that, I went over to auntie simeng's house to join oi and her for a bbq! It was really quite fun with a whole bottle of red wine(which we polished off), ribeye steak, pork chop, salad with balsmic sauce and vinegar, satay, cuttlefish and the best part of all bbqs ever...SMORES! We camwhored a whole lot, which I do think was due to the effects of the wine and just stayed up sitting by the pool and drinking. After which, we proceeded back to her house to spy on people through friendster, oi and I were forced to sign up for facebook and of course, the best solution to boredom, youtube.
AUNTIE PLEASE SEND ME THE PHOTOS THANK YOU.
Five hours of sleep later, I had to wake up to stare at cors one last time before the bidding closes. After which, I went off to meet banu in town. We wanted to catch a flick but couldn't agree on one, so we just became mall rats and hung around the shops. At taka, we ended up at the better toys store and was so fixated on the diy jewellery sets we bought one each and sat outside taka to make them!
Dinner at subway. Then home. Leo was asking me to go mambo but I was too tired to oblige. Besides, I'm a little bummed out thanks to cors. It's really quite surprising, when the next min bid was 51 and I put 100, yet I could still be outbid. Sigh.
Anyway, yesterday I went to ikea with my mum to look for a bookshelf for our room. It was quite fun looking at all the furniture, but we couldn't agree on one so we're going back again tomorrow morning. After that, I went over to auntie simeng's house to join oi and her for a bbq! It was really quite fun with a whole bottle of red wine(which we polished off), ribeye steak, pork chop, salad with balsmic sauce and vinegar, satay, cuttlefish and the best part of all bbqs ever...SMORES! We camwhored a whole lot, which I do think was due to the effects of the wine and just stayed up sitting by the pool and drinking. After which, we proceeded back to her house to spy on people through friendster, oi and I were forced to sign up for facebook and of course, the best solution to boredom, youtube.
AUNTIE PLEASE SEND ME THE PHOTOS THANK YOU.
Five hours of sleep later, I had to wake up to stare at cors one last time before the bidding closes. After which, I went off to meet banu in town. We wanted to catch a flick but couldn't agree on one, so we just became mall rats and hung around the shops. At taka, we ended up at the better toys store and was so fixated on the diy jewellery sets we bought one each and sat outside taka to make them!
Dinner at subway. Then home. Leo was asking me to go mambo but I was too tired to oblige. Besides, I'm a little bummed out thanks to cors. It's really quite surprising, when the next min bid was 51 and I put 100, yet I could still be outbid. Sigh.
Monday, August 06, 2007
Nus is out to drive me crazy I tell you. I had just decided to check my email, and guess what I received. A LEETER OF ALLOCATION OF A ROOM AT PGP. Normally, I should be jumping for joy. The thing is, they sent me the email at 11.28 am this morning. I checked my email only an hour ago AND THE CHECK IN DATE IS TODAY. Now isn't that really smart of them? Plus, I don't even know if my mum stills et aside the money for it or not. Sheesh. This really caught me off guard, and I don't know if I should accept the room or not.
To top it off, this bidding system is really getting on my nerves. The no. of bidders just keep climbing, and for both the modules I bid for, the highest is 1000! I can't even meet the half way point. Sigh. I wish the bidding round would close RIGHT NOW.
To top it off, this bidding system is really getting on my nerves. The no. of bidders just keep climbing, and for both the modules I bid for, the highest is 1000! I can't even meet the half way point. Sigh. I wish the bidding round would close RIGHT NOW.
Oh gosh...the nightmare of bidding is to commence n a few hours again. Im really quite worried after talking to partner and aud about it, as apparently the ss & gems are going to be really hard to get unless you are "richer". Hence, I went to scout around and most people are doing four exposure mods this sem, or three plus one language mod. Oh well, guess I would be damn screwed if I dont get my other two modules! Haha!
And I'm having a girl crush on the hana kimi actress. Not the taiwanese version mind you. The casting is just awful there. But the japanese one, that is currently still be aired in japan. The casting is TEN TIMES better, and the lead actress is so damn cute. Her eyes are HUGE.... reminds me abit of hello kitty or puss in boots. Oh whatever, she's just plain cute. And no auntie, I'm not swinging the other way, this is just purely for aesthetic appreciation purposes. AHHA.
And I'm having a girl crush on the hana kimi actress. Not the taiwanese version mind you. The casting is just awful there. But the japanese one, that is currently still be aired in japan. The casting is TEN TIMES better, and the lead actress is so damn cute. Her eyes are HUGE.... reminds me abit of hello kitty or puss in boots. Oh whatever, she's just plain cute. And no auntie, I'm not swinging the other way, this is just purely for aesthetic appreciation purposes. AHHA.
Friday, August 03, 2007
Today has been a pretty good day for me! I just got home and the moment I turned on my mac, msges started pouring in regarding the bidding results! It was so scary. Thank god I managed to get all that I bid for((((:. I'm quite sad for nik, as she didnt get all her modules, but DON'T WORRY FELLOW DDC, THERE'S STILL A FEW MORE ROUNDS TO GO!
Mother and daughter time was well- spent today. Shopping at vivo was really fruitful as I bought loads of stuff that were on sale, which is VERY rare as they either don't have my size or the designs are just hideous. I bought a red collared tshirt from desigual, a summer knit top(way too big but I could always sue it as a sweater) and black sandals from river island, and these really cool shorts from zara. All for $130! Woohoo!
Went to eat at a teochew chinese restaurant in Chinatown, which made me want to open one in times square for some inane reason! Hahaha. The seafood was good(((:. Oysters, sea cucumbers and fish maw, and some fried platter. Contentedly satiated.WAlked around ann siang hill abit, and I was really liked all the stuff in the fred perry store! But the prices aren't too friendly with my wallet. Last stop was kino where I got a laptop folder thing from kino.
It's been a real good day. Yepp yepp((((:.
Mother and daughter time was well- spent today. Shopping at vivo was really fruitful as I bought loads of stuff that were on sale, which is VERY rare as they either don't have my size or the designs are just hideous. I bought a red collared tshirt from desigual, a summer knit top(way too big but I could always sue it as a sweater) and black sandals from river island, and these really cool shorts from zara. All for $130! Woohoo!
Went to eat at a teochew chinese restaurant in Chinatown, which made me want to open one in times square for some inane reason! Hahaha. The seafood was good(((:. Oysters, sea cucumbers and fish maw, and some fried platter. Contentedly satiated.WAlked around ann siang hill abit, and I was really liked all the stuff in the fred perry store! But the prices aren't too friendly with my wallet. Last stop was kino where I got a laptop folder thing from kino.
It's been a real good day. Yepp yepp((((:.
Each time I get close to a person and actually start thinking I can rely on them, I realize that they are pushing me away. I suppose I may seem a bother once someone really gets to know me. But it's really tough. Just when you think you can trust that person, you are shunned from their attention as you cry for help. And you wonder why I'm so withdrawn.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
I just bid for my exposure modules a while back! The darn cors system was so nerver wrecking. At first, I couldnt log in to it due to some java error and my bro's comp just had to go wonky on me at that time! All my friends weren't home or were at camp, and so I was so scared I wouldn't be able to bid! In a moment of fluster, a little light bulb went off in my head and I tried using firefox to enter. Lo and behold! It did work! However, after that I had trouble figuring out the cors system as it kept saying no modules were available for me to bid and I thought they barred me or I missed the timing or something. Thank god xiangning came to my rescue.
I'm hoping to take:
.introduction to literary studies
.sense of society (sociology)
.making of contemporary europe(european studies)
.singapore film (for singapore studies)
.understaning our universe ( I figured I should take a science general mod since I'm from triple science eh, so of course I would pick physics. I really wanted forensic science but the bids are just way too high)
I really hope I do get the courses and the timings I want, though I do have some doubts. It'll be such trouble if I don't as I have to replan my whole schedule again. I dont really like this system. It's so indefinite and planning your own timetable is a major bitch. I really wanted to do philosophy, but it would clash with literature exams. French was a course I had in mind for AGES, but it'll just clog up my timetable and cause me to have non stop classes and lectures from TEN TO EIGHT on monday. I guess you have to learn flexibility and sacrfices in this system. Sigh.
I'm hoping to take:
.introduction to literary studies
.sense of society (sociology)
.making of contemporary europe(european studies)
.singapore film (for singapore studies)
.understaning our universe ( I figured I should take a science general mod since I'm from triple science eh, so of course I would pick physics. I really wanted forensic science but the bids are just way too high)
I really hope I do get the courses and the timings I want, though I do have some doubts. It'll be such trouble if I don't as I have to replan my whole schedule again. I dont really like this system. It's so indefinite and planning your own timetable is a major bitch. I really wanted to do philosophy, but it would clash with literature exams. French was a course I had in mind for AGES, but it'll just clog up my timetable and cause me to have non stop classes and lectures from TEN TO EIGHT on monday. I guess you have to learn flexibility and sacrfices in this system. Sigh.
Monday, July 30, 2007
From this quiz:
The Machiavelli personality test has a range of 0-100
Your Machiavelli score is: 82
You are a high Mach, you endorse Machiavelli's opinions.
Most people fall somewhere in the middle, but there's a significant minority at either extreme.
This survey itself measures only one thing -- whether you subscribe to the ideas of a 16th century Italian political philosopher. But experiments have shown that reactions to Machiavelli act as a kind of litmus test, delineating differences in temperament that can be confirmed with more traditional personality inventories. High Machs constitute a distinct type: charming, confident and glib, but also arrogant, calculating and cynical, prone to manipulate and exploit. (Think Rupert Murdoch, or if your politics permit it, President Clinton.)
True low Machs, however, can be kind of dependent, submissive and socially inept. So be sure to invite a high Mach or two to your next dinner party.
The Machiavelli personality test has a range of 0-100
Your Machiavelli score is: 82
You are a high Mach, you endorse Machiavelli's opinions.
Most people fall somewhere in the middle, but there's a significant minority at either extreme.
This survey itself measures only one thing -- whether you subscribe to the ideas of a 16th century Italian political philosopher. But experiments have shown that reactions to Machiavelli act as a kind of litmus test, delineating differences in temperament that can be confirmed with more traditional personality inventories. High Machs constitute a distinct type: charming, confident and glib, but also arrogant, calculating and cynical, prone to manipulate and exploit. (Think Rupert Murdoch, or if your politics permit it, President Clinton.)
True low Machs, however, can be kind of dependent, submissive and socially inept. So be sure to invite a high Mach or two to your next dinner party.
I absolutely have no affinity with alarms whatsoever. Today, my mobile phone's clock died out on me and didn't wake me up to go for matriculation at nus. Thank god zh called my house to ask, if not I may not even be registered into uni! I do think it was because I spilled wine over my phone few days back that has caused its time & date programming to go ultimately haywired. Haha who would have thought of that? My cellphone got wasted on me!
Bidding is a real bitch as I realized I have zero knowledge on it and that I would be the lecture loner as no one I know wants to take philosophy modules, introduction to lit or french. Hmmm, I guess I should be less reliant on others from now on. I should have learnt my lesson that I won't always have people there for me, that in the end, I would have to overcome everything on my own. I should have learnt this years ago, but I guess I just try to cling on to the false hope humanity is giving me eh?
I suppose everyone wants their own time to themselves, I want my private time too. But sometimes I think, when I do need help, absolute help, who is the first person I turn to? I've been contemplating over the questions many times, tossing and turning it in my head, so what has all this pondering led me to? Nothing. No one. I could not think of a name, a person, a face, not even a silouhette. It really scares me then, to think how alone and withdrawn I am. I'm not sure if it is I who draws away from closeness, or is it others who just find me repulsive to talk to or listen to? And it's at times like these, I think to myself, what the heck. It doesn't matter to anyone so I might as well selfdestruct.
It's not like I haven't tried to trust anyone before. I have, I really tried to. But sometimes I get the feeling people are just too immersed in their own lives to be bothered about mine, so why trouble them? Or there are times they are really to busy to care about this hysterical immature friend of theirs.There was just this once, just this very one time, I really need someone and I did think of someone who would help me, who had helped me. I tried to call her, but no one picked up. I called and called and still no answer, Thus the revelation hit me, that others are busy with their own lives, they have their own problems to solve and their own schedles to follow. What makes you think you are so special, so important, that they would drop everything down and rush to your side? Who made you the first priority on another's list, that she is to put aside all her other friends to pull you out of the darkness you yourself knowingly trudged into?
I wish I wasn't so weird.
But then again, sometimes I do.
Bidding is a real bitch as I realized I have zero knowledge on it and that I would be the lecture loner as no one I know wants to take philosophy modules, introduction to lit or french. Hmmm, I guess I should be less reliant on others from now on. I should have learnt my lesson that I won't always have people there for me, that in the end, I would have to overcome everything on my own. I should have learnt this years ago, but I guess I just try to cling on to the false hope humanity is giving me eh?
I suppose everyone wants their own time to themselves, I want my private time too. But sometimes I think, when I do need help, absolute help, who is the first person I turn to? I've been contemplating over the questions many times, tossing and turning it in my head, so what has all this pondering led me to? Nothing. No one. I could not think of a name, a person, a face, not even a silouhette. It really scares me then, to think how alone and withdrawn I am. I'm not sure if it is I who draws away from closeness, or is it others who just find me repulsive to talk to or listen to? And it's at times like these, I think to myself, what the heck. It doesn't matter to anyone so I might as well selfdestruct.
It's not like I haven't tried to trust anyone before. I have, I really tried to. But sometimes I get the feeling people are just too immersed in their own lives to be bothered about mine, so why trouble them? Or there are times they are really to busy to care about this hysterical immature friend of theirs.There was just this once, just this very one time, I really need someone and I did think of someone who would help me, who had helped me. I tried to call her, but no one picked up. I called and called and still no answer, Thus the revelation hit me, that others are busy with their own lives, they have their own problems to solve and their own schedles to follow. What makes you think you are so special, so important, that they would drop everything down and rush to your side? Who made you the first priority on another's list, that she is to put aside all her other friends to pull you out of the darkness you yourself knowingly trudged into?
I wish I wasn't so weird.
But then again, sometimes I do.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
Finally went to arab street with the girls((: . It was really great to see them again even though they refused to go to the nonairconditioned room so I could smoke sheesha, whcih was SUCH A BIG BUMMER OKAY. But the area where our seats were reserved was really nice, the ambience was so cosy and the food was fantastic sans the fact that they took ages to come. Photos will be up later. I'm lazy to get the camera stand.
While I was walking home, some mat on his bike tried to chat me up which was really damn freaky. I was waiting for the traffic light to turn green when he came driving by and turned at the curb, slowing down in the process. THen he stopped quite near me and waved, and tried to talk to me. Thank god the light changed colour at that moment and flew home as fast as my little stubbly legs could carry me.
I wish I could just hang out with my friends at night at some rooftop or carpark. We'd have pizzas and bottles of beer and barcardi breezer. We'd play silly tunes on the radio and do goofy stuff and gossip under the moonlight. Unfortunately, not everyone has a nonexistent curfew like I do. Sigh.
While I was walking home, some mat on his bike tried to chat me up which was really damn freaky. I was waiting for the traffic light to turn green when he came driving by and turned at the curb, slowing down in the process. THen he stopped quite near me and waved, and tried to talk to me. Thank god the light changed colour at that moment and flew home as fast as my little stubbly legs could carry me.
I wish I could just hang out with my friends at night at some rooftop or carpark. We'd have pizzas and bottles of beer and barcardi breezer. We'd play silly tunes on the radio and do goofy stuff and gossip under the moonlight. Unfortunately, not everyone has a nonexistent curfew like I do. Sigh.
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Im stuck home on a wed night
i hate it when people ditch you halfway
and youre left to wallow in sorrow at home
nursing a fever and your wounds
with just a glass of wine to aid the numbingread the w
i tried to take my mind of things by going out with my friends. But then my phone lights up, and a new msg comes in. And each time I feel my heart sink as I read the words on the tiny screen. They cut through the air and slice my arm. THey make me cry so many times I feel like I'm going blind. Bowling was great today and so was dinner. Yet the msges come in again. And I numb myself with more wine.
photos are up under nightout4
more to come
i hate it when people ditch you halfway
and youre left to wallow in sorrow at home
nursing a fever and your wounds
with just a glass of wine to aid the numbingread the w
i tried to take my mind of things by going out with my friends. But then my phone lights up, and a new msg comes in. And each time I feel my heart sink as I read the words on the tiny screen. They cut through the air and slice my arm. THey make me cry so many times I feel like I'm going blind. Bowling was great today and so was dinner. Yet the msges come in again. And I numb myself with more wine.
photos are up under nightout4more to come
Monday, July 23, 2007
You Should Wear Cherry Red Lip Gloss |
 Wild, fresh, and totally alluring. |
You Are A Little Snobby |
 And being a little snobby every once and a while is totally allowed. Because if no one was ever snobby, no one would ever try to dress up or look pretty. And while you do enjoy the finest things in life (that you can afford), you tire of superficiality. You know there's more to life than what's just on the surface. |
You Are a Fierce Femme |
 You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right. But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check. In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it... You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act! |
Your Inner Muse is Thalia |
 You are most like this playful muse of comedy. Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic. You make people laugh until their sides split. And you're always up for some play time! |
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Ok, this entry is waaaayyy over due but due to time constraints and me being in the least state to construct proper sentence(read this as mabok!), it had to wait. It really had to.
Wednesday, wednesday, wednesday! My very last day at the mio technical helpdesk. Good part about the day? No need to pick up calls. Bad part? I had to buddy this girl who was absolutely driving Boss and I nuts nuts nuts! I bet I had went through with her everything a dozen times but still, ntohing retains in her. Hmph. But anyway, the last day was really really sad. Jeremiah had left a day earlier thanks to a certain atm bastard, and JY had food poisoning(I swear, it's really alcohol poisoning) so he had to leave early. Our very last lunch together.
Near the end of the day, emo farewell emails were sent around which was really sad. It felt really nostalgic as I remembered how the jy monster would terrorize us and try to steal my birks, so I had to run all the way over to kenneth's side for cover, while banu would be huddled near her computer, shouting for help from helen OMGOMGOMGOMG. Jeremiah would abuse her with paper ninja death stars and newspapers as he helped her through wireless issues. Boss would be sitting beside me listening to his underground hiphop music. Mysterious man would be sitting his corner, and when we talk he would mysteriously sit there and later throw out a one liner that is so powerful it hurts. My phone bills bursting from msging kenny, racking our brains on ways to get out of little one on one sessions with atm.
I'm going to miss all of them. The dinners with banu, the clubbing twice a week with jy, sh & Kenny( with kenny arranging our offdays and leaves such that we are off on thurs and sun), the eail exchanges with pw and all her innocent comments, and the mass email conversations about lunch timings and bitching about FC & atm. The teasings we had, the scoldings from unreasonable customers, the fear we felt for our eyesight as FC & eun's skirt hemlines got higher and higher, the fermenting green tea collection banu made, the fun our batch had together.
Despite all the complaints I made on how horrid the job is, I wounld't trade the experience for the world(maybe the part about having that disgusting balding tl).
Wednesday, wednesday, wednesday! My very last day at the mio technical helpdesk. Good part about the day? No need to pick up calls. Bad part? I had to buddy this girl who was absolutely driving Boss and I nuts nuts nuts! I bet I had went through with her everything a dozen times but still, ntohing retains in her. Hmph. But anyway, the last day was really really sad. Jeremiah had left a day earlier thanks to a certain atm bastard, and JY had food poisoning(I swear, it's really alcohol poisoning) so he had to leave early. Our very last lunch together.
Near the end of the day, emo farewell emails were sent around which was really sad. It felt really nostalgic as I remembered how the jy monster would terrorize us and try to steal my birks, so I had to run all the way over to kenneth's side for cover, while banu would be huddled near her computer, shouting for help from helen OMGOMGOMGOMG. Jeremiah would abuse her with paper ninja death stars and newspapers as he helped her through wireless issues. Boss would be sitting beside me listening to his underground hiphop music. Mysterious man would be sitting his corner, and when we talk he would mysteriously sit there and later throw out a one liner that is so powerful it hurts. My phone bills bursting from msging kenny, racking our brains on ways to get out of little one on one sessions with atm.
I'm going to miss all of them. The dinners with banu, the clubbing twice a week with jy, sh & Kenny( with kenny arranging our offdays and leaves such that we are off on thurs and sun), the eail exchanges with pw and all her innocent comments, and the mass email conversations about lunch timings and bitching about FC & atm. The teasings we had, the scoldings from unreasonable customers, the fear we felt for our eyesight as FC & eun's skirt hemlines got higher and higher, the fermenting green tea collection banu made, the fun our batch had together.
Despite all the complaints I made on how horrid the job is, I wounld't trade the experience for the world(maybe the part about having that disgusting balding tl).
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Last night was really the very last time I'm clubbing with Ken & crew. Went with jy, his gf and hi gf's friend alvina too. Was at gotham for a while, just finishing up the few bottles of whisky they opened the previous night. Well, not really a while. We stayed till about 3 a.m odd. The music was really horrid. Like, even if they play rnb for some reason the remix was with a slower beat, probably to cater to the older crowd like st james. Heh heh.
THere was also this male strip dance show which was SO BORING. The guys weren't even cute or hot, and they were too buff. Banu would definetly love them and their c- cup manbreasts. HAHA. The performances were really lame like back in the days of boybands, and the guys were acting all flirty and stuff thinking they are really hot or something. Oh yes, and there was this really crazy guy who was dancing by himself all over the dancefloor and even up n the stage. The epitome of self amusement. I really couldn't stand him, and Man was saying it's a good thing he was sober if ot he would have whacked the guy.
The smoking room in Gotham is SO PUNY with no ventilation at all. Honestly, they are going to accelrate our deaths. Not only do we get lung cancer from the sticks, but also from passive smoking! Hahah. Best smoking room so far in MOS studio 54, which we headed off to after Gotham. Alvina and the gf left after gotham, so the monster was unleashed at Mos. Bottoms up for 5 glasses, he became crazy and began grabbing everyone really hard. AND I MEAN HARD. Fiona kept making me drink up her bourbon coke for some reason, and I really began to get a little high.
Bedroom bar after that, but we didn't stay long as there was this really crazy guy ,who hates pt for putting him in jail, came and kept forcing Ken to get into a fight with him. Suddenly, we were surrounded by themanager and the bouncers who escorted the guy away, and Sharon went outside to get the cops. Ken and Man were like surrounding me and the crazy dude came back and began picking a fight again. Finally, the cops came and pulled him and all of us outside. Ken almost lost it, luckily Man and I pulled him away and we hopped in a cab and went home.
So tired so tired. Just got home at like 4 pm! Sigh I dread the thought of work tmr. Two more days! Two more days...
THere was also this male strip dance show which was SO BORING. The guys weren't even cute or hot, and they were too buff. Banu would definetly love them and their c- cup manbreasts. HAHA. The performances were really lame like back in the days of boybands, and the guys were acting all flirty and stuff thinking they are really hot or something. Oh yes, and there was this really crazy guy who was dancing by himself all over the dancefloor and even up n the stage. The epitome of self amusement. I really couldn't stand him, and Man was saying it's a good thing he was sober if ot he would have whacked the guy.
The smoking room in Gotham is SO PUNY with no ventilation at all. Honestly, they are going to accelrate our deaths. Not only do we get lung cancer from the sticks, but also from passive smoking! Hahah. Best smoking room so far in MOS studio 54, which we headed off to after Gotham. Alvina and the gf left after gotham, so the monster was unleashed at Mos. Bottoms up for 5 glasses, he became crazy and began grabbing everyone really hard. AND I MEAN HARD. Fiona kept making me drink up her bourbon coke for some reason, and I really began to get a little high.
Bedroom bar after that, but we didn't stay long as there was this really crazy guy ,who hates pt for putting him in jail, came and kept forcing Ken to get into a fight with him. Suddenly, we were surrounded by themanager and the bouncers who escorted the guy away, and Sharon went outside to get the cops. Ken and Man were like surrounding me and the crazy dude came back and began picking a fight again. Finally, the cops came and pulled him and all of us outside. Ken almost lost it, luckily Man and I pulled him away and we hopped in a cab and went home.
So tired so tired. Just got home at like 4 pm! Sigh I dread the thought of work tmr. Two more days! Two more days...
Friday, July 13, 2007
I troubleshooted for my own computers! hahah. My modem died yesterday so I had to borrow ken's spare one and after a bt of fiddling and calling starhub, my internet is up and running! woo hoo. Such a sense of achievement.
Three more days and counting...
working six days in a row is tiring tiring tiring sigh. at least my OT pay can cover the amount I spent on that lovely swirly pink patterned naf naf dress! heh hehh
Three more days and counting...
working six days in a row is tiring tiring tiring sigh. at least my OT pay can cover the amount I spent on that lovely swirly pink patterned naf naf dress! heh hehh
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Sunday, July 08, 2007
A littlequiz I found again...
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
The Real You
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
The Real You
Here is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
What type of personality do you have?
Here is the analysis:
Bright and Cheerful
You are always cheerful and charming. You never get too serious with people when they're around, but when you are alone, you think carefully about what they have said. That's because you don't want anyone to see you being too somber. Your personality means you have a lot of friends and you are often the center of attention. Many people who fall into this category become artists and movie stars, perhaps fame could be yours in the future as well.
Friday, July 06, 2007
Sometimes I feel
Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I drive on her streets
'Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
'Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all that way
Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away
I can't believeI had to be sucked in by this. I should have known what this maelstrom would escalate to. How could a whirlwind sweep through withouht destroying anything in its path? It's tough. I was so afraid I would sink again. After I had managed to run away fast enough from that ominous shadow, the light had to shine wrongly and get me swallowed again. I need to run faster. But my feet hurts. I wanted to take a pen to stab it My stomach hurt. I wanted to puke blood at lunch, all over the soggy subway sandwich and gooey cookie. My head hurt, I wanted to roll over and lie on the busy road to sleep. Sleep to dream. A dream in which I would wake up in a pool of blood. The blood flowing like a river, guiding me to the right path. Down the drain it goes. Down, down, down.
Like I don't have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angels
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I drive on her streets
'Cause she's my companion
I walk through her hills
'Cause she knows who I am
She sees my good deeds
And she kisses me windy
I never worry
Now that is a lie
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all the way
It's hard to believe
That there's nobody out there
It's hard to believe
That I'm all alone
At least I have her love
The city she loves me
Lonely as I am
Together we cry
I don't ever want to feel
Like I did that day
Take me to the place I love
Take me all that way
Under the bridge downtown
Is where I drew some blood
Under the bridge downtown
I could not get enough
Under the bridge downtown
Forgot about my love
Under the bridge downtown
I gave my life away
I can't believeI had to be sucked in by this. I should have known what this maelstrom would escalate to. How could a whirlwind sweep through withouht destroying anything in its path? It's tough. I was so afraid I would sink again. After I had managed to run away fast enough from that ominous shadow, the light had to shine wrongly and get me swallowed again. I need to run faster. But my feet hurts. I wanted to take a pen to stab it My stomach hurt. I wanted to puke blood at lunch, all over the soggy subway sandwich and gooey cookie. My head hurt, I wanted to roll over and lie on the busy road to sleep. Sleep to dream. A dream in which I would wake up in a pool of blood. The blood flowing like a river, guiding me to the right path. Down the drain it goes. Down, down, down.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
Why the hel does my blog load so slowly? I was thinking if it was the radioblogs but then again...I do think its the chatbox.
Anyway, anyway, anyway! Last night was another crazy night as we went to mos to celebrate sm's bday. Got a jug of long island tea and some tequila shots. Alex & I went to the smoking room for a while thaks to that idiotic smoking ban. Dammmnnn. Alex got so stoned in there, that some guys kept asking if she was fine. Went over to the smoove room for awhile. Thank god leo was there, each time a guy tried to touch e I could just swop places with him. But when we were leaving the cage to go to the main arena for a drink, some guy tried to feel up my skirt. Ughgross. I think h was trying to touch my butt but the hand went wrong, lucky I escaped in time. Yuck. Gross.
Later, Ken msged me to go look for him at 54, s I brought the rest over. Pt, mann and the national bballers were there. Went to the stairwell to smoke with him and alex, oh gosh, and alex was really bonkers. SHe started speaking chinese non stop and was really maddddd. In the end, sm left first, then leo and i had to take care of alex. Ken offered to help me with alex, but she kept insisted on taking the train. So I pretended to go to the rain station with her first before dragging her to take a cab. When we were walking off, this group of guys were pointing at us and suddenly started following us and tried to talk to me. So on one side I had to hold up a stumbling alex, and on the other side I had to fend of this bunch of horny ah bengs.
Finally, we got to cq mrt area and I tried to get a cab but was unable to get on until the sun came up. Alex's dad called her and she was so drunk she could talk on the phone properly so I tool the phone from her and her dad came to pick us up. Man, what a crazy night.
Anyway, anyway, anyway! Last night was another crazy night as we went to mos to celebrate sm's bday. Got a jug of long island tea and some tequila shots. Alex & I went to the smoking room for a while thaks to that idiotic smoking ban. Dammmnnn. Alex got so stoned in there, that some guys kept asking if she was fine. Went over to the smoove room for awhile. Thank god leo was there, each time a guy tried to touch e I could just swop places with him. But when we were leaving the cage to go to the main arena for a drink, some guy tried to feel up my skirt. Ughgross. I think h was trying to touch my butt but the hand went wrong, lucky I escaped in time. Yuck. Gross.
Later, Ken msged me to go look for him at 54, s I brought the rest over. Pt, mann and the national bballers were there. Went to the stairwell to smoke with him and alex, oh gosh, and alex was really bonkers. SHe started speaking chinese non stop and was really maddddd. In the end, sm left first, then leo and i had to take care of alex. Ken offered to help me with alex, but she kept insisted on taking the train. So I pretended to go to the rain station with her first before dragging her to take a cab. When we were walking off, this group of guys were pointing at us and suddenly started following us and tried to talk to me. So on one side I had to hold up a stumbling alex, and on the other side I had to fend of this bunch of horny ah bengs.
Finally, we got to cq mrt area and I tried to get a cab but was unable to get on until the sun came up. Alex's dad called her and she was so drunk she could talk on the phone properly so I tool the phone from her and her dad came to pick us up. Man, what a crazy night.
Friday, June 29, 2007
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Phew this is the last time i am clubbing with kenny and crew! Zipped around from obar to mos to bedroom bar. I just got home from Old K's house, don't ask how I ended up there.
I was pretty late meeting them over at the obar cuz I coldn't drag my lazy ass off the sofa. Finally got dressed and headed off to meet them. In the end, serene was later and Ken & crew were the latest. The moment their taxi arrived, I could spot them a mile away. Raj came out of the taxi topless and began to dress himself right on the pavement! Hahah crazy fucker he is lah. Entered the place and sat at the usual table. Oh yes, and guess what. The nametag on the cashier read: KINKY, and as Ken said she was anything BUT. Ken ordered his usual three bottles of johnnie walker black label, plus green tea. A while later, jugs of long island tea were added and everyone started to go alittle mad.
Serene felt that I was smoking too much so she grabbed my cigs and POURED THEM ON THE TABLE which fyi, is really went as we sloshed green tea all over it during cheers. So about 3/4 of my cigs were soggy and I had to dump them. Then, sh grabbed my lighter and the remaining cigs and began to smoke and even gave it to this middle aged white lady behind us who was try to chat with him. Damn I was so pissed. To top it off, JY didn't let me drink cuz he was so tipsy he felt that I couldn't take it anymore and didn't let me smoke or drink. Thank god, Ken was there to save the day and I had to drink from his glass and smoke his cig whenever the jy monster loomed around.
My gosh, jy was really sloshed. He started grabbing me to dance and when he found out serene brought a cam, he seized it and began camwhoring the whole night, repeatedly makeing me take reshots cuz I couldn't stand th flash and my eyes were mostly closed. Serene & I then went to the washroom, where ost girls were pretty high, and we jut started chatting there and stuff. Then on the way out, we met the jy monster again, and he pinched my cheeks so bloody hard I felt like a buise would form immediately. After that, he grabbed serene so hard she tried to get him t release his grip and fell flat on the dancefloor.
When the Obar closed, we went over to mos. In the taxi, it was utter madness. Raj was singing a tamil song and then a chinese song, serene was laughing like she was on ecstacy and sh was cursing from thr front seat. Waited at the entry for ken & jy who were in another cab. While waiting, Ser & I went t the washroom, and I saw a girljust dancing in the cubicle(the doors are frosted glass so you can roughly see the silouhettes if they stand close enough). Ken soon came, but jy refused to enter cuz he was not llowed to brng in the empty bottle of jw whihch he was keeping fr his gf. In the end he went home first.
Went to 54, Ke & raj spoke to the bouncers who got us enclosed seats and another bottle of chivas, with green tea & coke. Drank a bit more, smoked a bit more(thanks to ken!) and then went to dance. Lights out. On the way out, raj had to roll down the stairs again. Hopped over to the bedroom bar after sending serene off.
Smoked more, watched soccer, downed more whisky green tea. Sh played pool. Raj got some chicken drumsticks but I was in the mood for eating. After that, Raj suddenly disappeared, and left Ken sh and I. After Sh ended his game, we went off to paradiz centre cuz ken wanted to challenge sh in pool. However, the place was closed alr. Ken then pointed across the street and was like " That's Mr Bean's!" And I was like "no that is NOT mr bean's!" So he refused to believe and crossed over t check and indeed it was Mr bean's, but it was not the beeancurd one I was talking about!
I was kinda stoning when Ken & sh got into a little tussle. I won't go into detail, but it wasn't very nice. Then Ken walked away, leaving sh. Since Ken seemed more smashed, I went after him and we took a cab back.
Still have one more sat night to go! But at least I won't be as sloshed cuz no bootles would be open whatsoever. Phew.
Pictures will be u slightly later under mionights. Waiting for serene to email them to me. I looked so sloshed in most and my eyes are perpectually closed. I'm sorry, I'm just not very flash friendly.
I was pretty late meeting them over at the obar cuz I coldn't drag my lazy ass off the sofa. Finally got dressed and headed off to meet them. In the end, serene was later and Ken & crew were the latest. The moment their taxi arrived, I could spot them a mile away. Raj came out of the taxi topless and began to dress himself right on the pavement! Hahah crazy fucker he is lah. Entered the place and sat at the usual table. Oh yes, and guess what. The nametag on the cashier read: KINKY, and as Ken said she was anything BUT. Ken ordered his usual three bottles of johnnie walker black label, plus green tea. A while later, jugs of long island tea were added and everyone started to go alittle mad.
Serene felt that I was smoking too much so she grabbed my cigs and POURED THEM ON THE TABLE which fyi, is really went as we sloshed green tea all over it during cheers. So about 3/4 of my cigs were soggy and I had to dump them. Then, sh grabbed my lighter and the remaining cigs and began to smoke and even gave it to this middle aged white lady behind us who was try to chat with him. Damn I was so pissed. To top it off, JY didn't let me drink cuz he was so tipsy he felt that I couldn't take it anymore and didn't let me smoke or drink. Thank god, Ken was there to save the day and I had to drink from his glass and smoke his cig whenever the jy monster loomed around.
My gosh, jy was really sloshed. He started grabbing me to dance and when he found out serene brought a cam, he seized it and began camwhoring the whole night, repeatedly makeing me take reshots cuz I couldn't stand th flash and my eyes were mostly closed. Serene & I then went to the washroom, where ost girls were pretty high, and we jut started chatting there and stuff. Then on the way out, we met the jy monster again, and he pinched my cheeks so bloody hard I felt like a buise would form immediately. After that, he grabbed serene so hard she tried to get him t release his grip and fell flat on the dancefloor.
When the Obar closed, we went over to mos. In the taxi, it was utter madness. Raj was singing a tamil song and then a chinese song, serene was laughing like she was on ecstacy and sh was cursing from thr front seat. Waited at the entry for ken & jy who were in another cab. While waiting, Ser & I went t the washroom, and I saw a girljust dancing in the cubicle(the doors are frosted glass so you can roughly see the silouhettes if they stand close enough). Ken soon came, but jy refused to enter cuz he was not llowed to brng in the empty bottle of jw whihch he was keeping fr his gf. In the end he went home first.
Went to 54, Ke & raj spoke to the bouncers who got us enclosed seats and another bottle of chivas, with green tea & coke. Drank a bit more, smoked a bit more(thanks to ken!) and then went to dance. Lights out. On the way out, raj had to roll down the stairs again. Hopped over to the bedroom bar after sending serene off.
Smoked more, watched soccer, downed more whisky green tea. Sh played pool. Raj got some chicken drumsticks but I was in the mood for eating. After that, Raj suddenly disappeared, and left Ken sh and I. After Sh ended his game, we went off to paradiz centre cuz ken wanted to challenge sh in pool. However, the place was closed alr. Ken then pointed across the street and was like " That's Mr Bean's!" And I was like "no that is NOT mr bean's!" So he refused to believe and crossed over t check and indeed it was Mr bean's, but it was not the beeancurd one I was talking about!
I was kinda stoning when Ken & sh got into a little tussle. I won't go into detail, but it wasn't very nice. Then Ken walked away, leaving sh. Since Ken seemed more smashed, I went after him and we took a cab back.
Still have one more sat night to go! But at least I won't be as sloshed cuz no bootles would be open whatsoever. Phew.
Pictures will be u slightly later under mionights. Waiting for serene to email them to me. I looked so sloshed in most and my eyes are perpectually closed. I'm sorry, I'm just not very flash friendly.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Partying with kenneth is seriously hazardous to my health. In one night, I had four glasses of whisky green tea, 5 cigs and one tequila shot. As usual, it was the final shot that killed me.
Before we met up with the rest, Banu came over to my house as I got ready to change. So while she was here, of course I had to show her my cool mac! HAHAHA. Played with the photo booth abit. Here are the shots...
Met up with serene jy & his gf outside obar, and waited for jeremiah, tianyu, songhui and his friends to come before we went in. Drank smoked and danced abit, banu was so hot last night. All eh guys were checking her out. LOL. Made friends with ken's friend who let me try a texas 5, and mixed some drinks for me. The really crazyness started when raj came, at like 3 a.m. He was alr drunk and shouting MIO MIO MIO the moment he arrived. Raj was really crazy at tht time when we stepped out, he went straight to the taxi and opened the door and started talking to the uncle. When we managed to pull him away, he suddenly bent down to look at this girl's jeans and wanted to take a photo of the embroidary on her back pockets. Hopped over to MOS with ken and his gang.By that time, only sh banu and I were left, and I was really tipsy alr.
Went to the smoove room abit.
In the cage area, there was this really weird caucasian man who just stood there and stared at everyone with this perverted whimsical smile on his face. As usual, all the guys crowded around banu and sh & I had to protect her. Haha, poor sh, one guy having to save two girls. Went back up to the retro room 54 to look for kenneth. Raj got us to drink a few more glasses and down a shot of tequila. Phew. I wonder how can anyone keep up! I was so tipsy after that tequila. Wanted to smoke a bit more, but sh didn't let. Which is good cuz I really should limit my smoking. Raj and his gf sharon pulled me out to dance, and sabrina dragged me off too. There was this caucasian guy who like took me and spun me arnd and tried to dance with me, but thank god kenneth was there to save the day.
When it was closing time, the bouncers had to beg us to leave as they needed to clear the place. As we were leaving the room, raj suddenly asked sh to hold his phone for him, and then proceeded to lie on the floor and ROLLED DOWN THE STAIRS. Fucking crazy dude! After that, sh, banu and I went to macs to get a drink and rest before we escorted the hot and sexy indian lady Banu to the raffles place gym so she could bathe and not get in trouble with her parents.
Such a crazy crazy night. I just bluetoothed some photos to my comp and the link is up at the sidebar under mionights.
Before we met up with the rest, Banu came over to my house as I got ready to change. So while she was here, of course I had to show her my cool mac! HAHAHA. Played with the photo booth abit. Here are the shots...
Met up with serene jy & his gf outside obar, and waited for jeremiah, tianyu, songhui and his friends to come before we went in. Drank smoked and danced abit, banu was so hot last night. All eh guys were checking her out. LOL. Made friends with ken's friend who let me try a texas 5, and mixed some drinks for me. The really crazyness started when raj came, at like 3 a.m. He was alr drunk and shouting MIO MIO MIO the moment he arrived. Raj was really crazy at tht time when we stepped out, he went straight to the taxi and opened the door and started talking to the uncle. When we managed to pull him away, he suddenly bent down to look at this girl's jeans and wanted to take a photo of the embroidary on her back pockets. Hopped over to MOS with ken and his gang.By that time, only sh banu and I were left, and I was really tipsy alr.
Went to the smoove room abit.
In the cage area, there was this really weird caucasian man who just stood there and stared at everyone with this perverted whimsical smile on his face. As usual, all the guys crowded around banu and sh & I had to protect her. Haha, poor sh, one guy having to save two girls. Went back up to the retro room 54 to look for kenneth. Raj got us to drink a few more glasses and down a shot of tequila. Phew. I wonder how can anyone keep up! I was so tipsy after that tequila. Wanted to smoke a bit more, but sh didn't let. Which is good cuz I really should limit my smoking. Raj and his gf sharon pulled me out to dance, and sabrina dragged me off too. There was this caucasian guy who like took me and spun me arnd and tried to dance with me, but thank god kenneth was there to save the day.
When it was closing time, the bouncers had to beg us to leave as they needed to clear the place. As we were leaving the room, raj suddenly asked sh to hold his phone for him, and then proceeded to lie on the floor and ROLLED DOWN THE STAIRS. Fucking crazy dude! After that, sh, banu and I went to macs to get a drink and rest before we escorted the hot and sexy indian lady Banu to the raffles place gym so she could bathe and not get in trouble with her parents.
Such a crazy crazy night. I just bluetoothed some photos to my comp and the link is up at the sidebar under mionights.
Thursday, June 21, 2007
Last night was crazy crazy crazy. I don't know why I let myself be convinced by Jieyong jeremiah and songhui to go with them to O bar and meet kenneth and his buddies. Three bottles of johnnie walker black label, two jugs of long island tea and a shot of chivas, it's amazing how I could get out of that place on my own two feet, let alone coming to work despite nursing a major hangover.
My head was spinning and my stomach churning. I wonder how I actually made it through the day at work. Jeremiah left half way and the bloody atm wouldn't just let him leave insisting on an mc. Like come on, can't you just close ne eye or something? This job is really getting from bad to worse, no thanks to a special atm who is more square than spongebob's pants and more perverted than...a cheehong(newly learnt word from jieyong's dictionary). Oh fuck, I need to get away from this job. RIGHT. NOW.
Fish n chips from fisherman's wharf is causing my stomach to go topsy turvy and I do think I am going to hurl any moment.
Saturday night going to mos...wonder if that will fall through.
I'm sorry if this entry is so random and incohesive. I am wrting in a horrendous state due to lack of sleep, a major eyesore at work and the accumulation of lipids gathering on my gt and arms. Ew.
My head was spinning and my stomach churning. I wonder how I actually made it through the day at work. Jeremiah left half way and the bloody atm wouldn't just let him leave insisting on an mc. Like come on, can't you just close ne eye or something? This job is really getting from bad to worse, no thanks to a special atm who is more square than spongebob's pants and more perverted than...a cheehong(newly learnt word from jieyong's dictionary). Oh fuck, I need to get away from this job. RIGHT. NOW.
Fish n chips from fisherman's wharf is causing my stomach to go topsy turvy and I do think I am going to hurl any moment.
Saturday night going to mos...wonder if that will fall through.
I'm sorry if this entry is so random and incohesive. I am wrting in a horrendous state due to lack of sleep, a major eyesore at work and the accumulation of lipids gathering on my gt and arms. Ew.
Sunday, June 17, 2007
Shopping with lynne & fj was pretty good today! I bought a threadless tee and my agnes b. beret, ehich I love love love. Met leo at topshop where fj bought her electric blue(her new obsession colour) tieback top and I decided not to get that yohji looking artsy long grey skirt with drapy pockets as I dont seem to have anth to match it.
When I was a agnes b. with fj, the saesperson was just so weird. He was there when I was with my um previously but he wasn't that weird. At least I dnt recal him to be. First, he asked if my hat was diy, which I have no idea is a compliment or insult. Then, when I was abt to pay, he instructed us to go to the cashier outside to ay whice was "behind the pillar". There was no pillar, and the cashier was actually pretty much the opposite direction from which he pointed us to. When I went back to collect the hat, he was like "I gave you a free pencil." Oh wow, like I would be so estatic to have a free pencil with the words b. homme engraved artfuly at the end. To top it off, he asked fj if she wanted one too! How old doeshe think we are! It felt like those clowns who give out free candy to kids.
Why is it that the guy stores in far east see to be so much cooler as compared to the ah lian/cliched with wooden pboards vintag-y feel female ones huh? I's sodamn unfair. Anyway, the food fair at there wasn't too bad. Had a ramly burger and a very gingery takopachi. Milkshake at mos for dinner was sinfully yummy.
Friday, June 15, 2007
Why oh why oh why must my dear old mum mae me want to get that agnes b. hat so badly? It's eight five friggin dollars for a hat for gods sake. I know it's agnes b. and all but it's EIGHTY FIVE dollars. Oh gosh. But it's so nice nice nice.
Banu! I can't believe atm called you that but who cares abt him EWEWEWEWEW. Now don't you ever quit without me or i will just die alone there.))))))):
Banu! I can't believe atm called you that but who cares abt him EWEWEWEWEW. Now don't you ever quit without me or i will just die alone there.))))))):
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Mambo nights at zouk are horrendously packed. And it doesn't help having two pretty girls in the group who keep getting themselves swarmed by the guys hahah. Meiting cld take care of herself alright, but lynne...anyway,that maniac swiped my lighter and wouldnt let me smoke. At a club! Of all places, she won't let me smoke there. When all my cigs have gone soft from slow usage, I was hoping to at least use up some of them tonight before they crumble to pieces.
And I'm sorry lynne, for throwing all that socializing hogposh to you. I guess I'm just the type that when decides I do not like the way you talk or find no interest, I become a complete wall of indifference, just shooting out one word answers. I was pretty lcky to decide not to wait for the long queue to go to the toilet, cuz I heard meiting fujing and dawn stepped in vomit. Ew Ew Ew and double Ew. I was quite I surprsed I did't see anyone I know around there as I thought it was like the crescent-sa hangout. Hmm hmm hmm.
I was supposed to hangout with audge today and get my cam fixed, but the lazy bones in my body are just magnetized to the bed. Guess I'll have to put it off another week. I want to stop working alr, but I need the money. This sugggsss.
And I'm sorry lynne, for throwing all that socializing hogposh to you. I guess I'm just the type that when decides I do not like the way you talk or find no interest, I become a complete wall of indifference, just shooting out one word answers. I was pretty lcky to decide not to wait for the long queue to go to the toilet, cuz I heard meiting fujing and dawn stepped in vomit. Ew Ew Ew and double Ew. I was quite I surprsed I did't see anyone I know around there as I thought it was like the crescent-sa hangout. Hmm hmm hmm.
I was supposed to hangout with audge today and get my cam fixed, but the lazy bones in my body are just magnetized to the bed. Guess I'll have to put it off another week. I want to stop working alr, but I need the money. This sugggsss.
Friday, June 08, 2007
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
I was just looking through my emails and came across the one for application for SEP. At that moment, I really felt like going. I had been struggling with the thought for a while, but right then I really wanted to go. Learning a new language, experiencing a new culture, all while I just pay the same fees for a local uni. But I guess my hopes were shot down a gain, by the family authrity figure. My mum said the euro dollar is too strong so the living cost would be really high if I go there, hence we couldn't be able to afford it even with a loan. Sigh. I know I should be more sensible and understanding, but it gets real tough at times. You think I should have been used to it by now, but noooo. Sigh sigh sigh.
Went back to vj to collect my school cert, then off to visit alan. We came, we ate, we conquered. Hahha. Alan gave us fifty bucks to get food, so we bouht two pies from don pie, soyabean drink(yes i'm turning into a soya addict), and three bags of sweets to help him replenish his stock. Hung around for a while till we got bored and chased away a bunch of his students.
Walked around parkway for a while. I dropped by 77th street to check out th beanies which were bloody expensive and not exactly the colours i had in mind. I was tempted to buy this cute ipod sleeve in the shape of a hoodie with devil horns from rusty, but managed to restrain myself in the end. Smoked a bit when I got home, but before entering my house. Burnt myself while toying the cig in my fingers and it bloody hurts. I wonder if I'm the only one who feels that cigerette smoke taste lightly bitter. Thatswhat thing th sort of irks me. The mintiness is really nice especially when you drink water of that, but the smoke tends to have this light bitter aftertaste. Ugh. Guess that's wht stps me from smoking too often.
I think I will get sevvy to help me get the HIM beanie and bring it over for me when she gets back or sth...
Walked around parkway for a while. I dropped by 77th street to check out th beanies which were bloody expensive and not exactly the colours i had in mind. I was tempted to buy this cute ipod sleeve in the shape of a hoodie with devil horns from rusty, but managed to restrain myself in the end. Smoked a bit when I got home, but before entering my house. Burnt myself while toying the cig in my fingers and it bloody hurts. I wonder if I'm the only one who feels that cigerette smoke taste lightly bitter. Thatswhat thing th sort of irks me. The mintiness is really nice especially when you drink water of that, but the smoke tends to have this light bitter aftertaste. Ugh. Guess that's wht stps me from smoking too often.
I think I will get sevvy to help me get the HIM beanie and bring it over for me when she gets back or sth...
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
Yesterday, Serene banu and i went to watch POTC3. YES FINALLY. We had to drag our butts there after a looong day of work. Plus, the show was so bloody draggy I almost died in my seat. To top that off, we were placed right in the front row, in the corner. So we had to crane our necks to the side for like 3 hours, watching a stretched out Johnny Depp swaggering around and talkng to himself. The show was pretty alright, but I really think they should have stopped at the first movie. Honestly. Apart from star wars, I can hardly think of any movies that could last any concurrent sequel, without becoming draggy, boring or plain retarded. Even the classic trilogy, The Godfather couldn't be spared from the critics panning the third and final part.
On a lighter note, banu handed me my ipod! Whooo and is working perfectly fine. Hee hee.
On a lighter note, banu handed me my ipod! Whooo and is working perfectly fine. Hee hee.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
You Are a a Martini Woman |
 Truly classy and refined, you drink like a lady. You know how to hold your liquor, and you always keep your composure. And you demand the same in a guy - especially if he can remain a gentleman while drunk. You prefer to date successful men, who can pay for your quality drinks. |
What Your Peanut Butter And Jelly Sandwich Means |
 Your eating style is gluttonous. If you like something, you're going back for seconds... no matter how full you are! You have an average sweet tooth. While you enjoy desserts, they aren't exactly your downfall. Your taste in food tends to be quite eclectic and wide. You are an adventurous eater, and you like many types of cuisines. You belong to a class that's all your own. You resist rules and traditions of any sort. You are a tough person who isn't afraid to live life fully. There isn't a lot that scares you. You are laid back and extremely easygoing. You never make a fuss, and you try to enjoy every moment. |
Your Celebrity Sisters Are Mary-Kate and Ashley |
 Funky, eccentric, and offbeat You're not a good girl or a bad girl, just a weird girl |
You are Dark Chocolate |
 You live your life with intensity, always going full force. You push yourself (and others) to the limit... you want more than you can handle. An extreme person, you challenge and inspire the world! |
Your Nail Polish Color is Black |
 How you're unique: There's nothing about you that isn't unique Why your style rocks: You are a total indie chick... and you can pull it off What this color says about you: "I'm a trendsetter and don't care what anyone else is doing!" |
You Should Be With a Water Sign! |
 Your best match is a Cancer, Scorpio, or Pisces Why? You crave intimacy and connection in your relationship And while most guys can't open up enough for you, a Water Sign can Not that you're whole relationship will be soul gazing A Water Sign matches your goofy sense of humor - and desire to help others. |
You Are a Sleek Black Bra! |
 Subtle, sophisticated, and classy. You're not the first woman a man notices in the room... But you're the one he remembers a week later. You need a guy who will make a lasting impression on you too! |
I wonder if it is just coincidence, a sign or what. Recently, I've been seeing a few guys wearing HIM band shirts and one mega cool gy with a mohawk, sporting a heartagram on his neck. I wonder, is HIM getting more popular or these little groups of HIM fans just started cming from their room, after replaying their HIM cds till they are all scratched and had to trudge out in the sun to get a new one. Hmm. Anyway, I want a HIM beanie! I shall search ebay or sth for one. Hahha. and YES, I would wear it. Proudly in fact:)))))).
Saturday, June 02, 2007
Back to the pc far again! This time with sm & oi. First stop was at the apple epi centre roadshow which was parked right at the entrance of suntec. I just asked a few basic questions about mac and the promotions(which was NONE), I decided to get it online . Plus, I didn't really get what the guy was saying with his lisping and braces and all. Not that I have anything against braces, I had them before too.
Afer that we went to meet sm's parents, as sm was going to get a new laptop too. Whoa, I was astounded at the bargaining powers of mama lin. Honestly, I was. In the end, sm managed to get the second price, with a thumbdrive thrown in. We then went to walk around and eat at Ya Kun. YES, people do eat ya kun for meals other than tea and breakfast ok. Loitered around...chocked up the kiddie queue to get free popcorn and candy floss, hey these guys didn't cap an age limit s we should fully exploit it alright?
We passed the epicentre and I wanted to go in, to get a last shot at bugging the apple sales personnel. The first guy who was serving us was probably a newbie, who didn't know his stuff much. "What's the difference between the inhouse promotion and student prices?" "Er...it's more expensive." Like dude... so we just got away from him and discussed outside whether I should get it. Sm & oi told me to find another person and to ask again, and thank god we did. This guy knew his stuff at least! He reccomended the inhouse promotion as it was more worth it than the student price plans, plus he gave me a microsoft office for mac free! Shhh Not supposed to tell. Hahah. And with the $80 voucher which came with the promotion, I got a blue casing for my macbook which I later realized would match my ipod! So excited, so excited. Hahah. I felt pretty sad when I saw FOUR digits on the machine when I was pressing my atm pin number. The guy also gave e a run through on how to use a mac, which I daresay is pretty darn easy. I think I'm pretty adaptable at these kind of stuff, like how I can switch from one brand of phone to another with ease.
Afer that we went to meet sm's parents, as sm was going to get a new laptop too. Whoa, I was astounded at the bargaining powers of mama lin. Honestly, I was. In the end, sm managed to get the second price, with a thumbdrive thrown in. We then went to walk around and eat at Ya Kun. YES, people do eat ya kun for meals other than tea and breakfast ok. Loitered around...chocked up the kiddie queue to get free popcorn and candy floss, hey these guys didn't cap an age limit s we should fully exploit it alright?
We passed the epicentre and I wanted to go in, to get a last shot at bugging the apple sales personnel. The first guy who was serving us was probably a newbie, who didn't know his stuff much. "What's the difference between the inhouse promotion and student prices?" "Er...it's more expensive." Like dude... so we just got away from him and discussed outside whether I should get it. Sm & oi told me to find another person and to ask again, and thank god we did. This guy knew his stuff at least! He reccomended the inhouse promotion as it was more worth it than the student price plans, plus he gave me a microsoft office for mac free! Shhh Not supposed to tell. Hahah. And with the $80 voucher which came with the promotion, I got a blue casing for my macbook which I later realized would match my ipod! So excited, so excited. Hahah. I felt pretty sad when I saw FOUR digits on the machine when I was pressing my atm pin number. The guy also gave e a run through on how to use a mac, which I daresay is pretty darn easy. I think I'm pretty adaptable at these kind of stuff, like how I can switch from one brand of phone to another with ease.
Friday, June 01, 2007
What's Your Reputation at Hogwarts? (26 different characters)
Slytherin Bitch:House: SlytherinBest Friend(s): Draco, Pansy, and Blaise.GryffindorsHarry: Doesn't hate you, but doesn't like you that much either. The fact that you're a Slytherin keeps him away from you.Ron: Ignores you the best he can.Hermione: Judges you by your friends.Oliver Wood: Never really knew you that well because he was always practicing Quidditch.Fred and George Weasley: Admit you have a knack for playing pranks, but don't want to be your friend.Seamus Finnigan: Does his best to keep away from you.Neville Longbottom: Holds up a book everytime you pass to hide from you.Dean Thomas: Does whatever he can to stay on your good side.Ginny Weasley: Envies the power you hold over people.Parvati Patil: Wishes you were nicer to her so that you could be friends.Padma Patil: Wishes you weren't nicer to her sister because she wants to be your friend.HufflepuffsCedric Diggory: Thought you had family problems that made you so cruel, but never asked you about it.RavenclawsCho Chang: Avoids you.SlytherinsDraco Malfoy: Thinks the highest of you. He doesn't love you, but thinks you two would be the perfect couple. He always tries to impress you by picking on the people you hate or standing/sitting near you during classes. He loves how you play hard to get because he's sick of one night stands with girls he doesn't even like.Crabbe: Is actually a very nice person, you've found out, but he doesn't talk much.Goyle: Never looks at you because he's afraid that Draco will hex him.Pansy Parkinson: Is very civilized and doesn't hate you. She thinks of you as her best friend and has completely over come the fact that Draco holds no interest in her and in you instead.Marcus Flint: Always touches you: your hands, your arms, your hair. Anything he can reach, he'll touch.Blaise Zabini: Tries to be kind to you so that you won't date Draco and he can have you for himself.TeachersDumbledore: Hopes that you won't take the wrong path in your life.McGonnagall: Treats you as an equal even though you excel tremendously in her class.Professor Flitwick: Wants you to stop using your levitation skills to throw things at other students.Professor Trelawney: Has you stay after class everyday so that she can wish you the best on the rest of your "dangerous, yet short" life.Professor Snape: Pulls you out of your other classes sometimes to help him with his first year classes because of your skill and wisdom.Filch: Keeps his cat away from you at all expense.
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A trip to some god-forgone place in paya lebar to get my poor camera serviced was definetly a bad idea. Ky and I had to trudge through the rain, around a construction site, running each time a car came dangerously close to a puddle fo fear of being splashed on by muddy oily consturction leakages. Our ingenious idea of braving the rain despite our trusty umbrellas sitting dry and safe in our bags didn't help things either. To top it off, the damn service centre was not open today(*$#$(#@)(.
Went to raffles place to get the ball and off to play bball. By the time we reached, we were so damn tired, we didn't feel like playing ball. The effects cancer sticks have on my stamina didn't help either. sigh.
Went to raffles place to get the ball and off to play bball. By the time we reached, we were so damn tired, we didn't feel like playing ball. The effects cancer sticks have on my stamina didn't help either. sigh.
Such a mad mad day today, or rather, yesterday was. Everyone seemed drunk on stress. Every single modem around seemed to have caught a vesak holiday virus and the calls just came pouring in early in the morning, right till after lunch. Jy the phone monster was up to his usual antics, traumatizing poor banu along with his side kick jeremiah. Email spams came and went. Smoked with afiah during the break, much the IMMENSE surprise of banu and serene and yes, afiah too. Today is the last day I wold be seeing afiah, as she is going to erm, "furthur her studies". She was the first friend I made here! Even though it was just because I was the weirdo who came in late and just sat next to the girl who is pretty, hahaah.
Went to the pc fair with some of them. Grabbed pamphlets, posed as innocently curious customers as we bomabarded the mio sales people with questions. I think songhui & kianwei would never want to go out with us again, with the pathalogical lying and spinning of tall tales, along with the immense embarrassment of drawing attention from the public as we were pretty loud. Laughing till you can't eat isn't much of a pro either.
Oh gosh, I'm stuck between getting a mac or a fujitsu. Money is one problem. Another is the compatibility, regarding the mac. I'm not sure why I'm so bent on getting a mac. Probably because not many people use it, and being the typical spastic oh-I-shall-get-the-less-mainstream-one me, I was pretty attracted to it. Plus, it's within my budget and the specs seem kinda good. Being a tech idiot, I had to badger everyone around me to translate the reviews on sites as they were some sort of foreigh techy language I had no conceivable way of deciphering on my own. Anyone with advice please spam my board about it asap!
Went to the pc fair with some of them. Grabbed pamphlets, posed as innocently curious customers as we bomabarded the mio sales people with questions. I think songhui & kianwei would never want to go out with us again, with the pathalogical lying and spinning of tall tales, along with the immense embarrassment of drawing attention from the public as we were pretty loud. Laughing till you can't eat isn't much of a pro either.
Oh gosh, I'm stuck between getting a mac or a fujitsu. Money is one problem. Another is the compatibility, regarding the mac. I'm not sure why I'm so bent on getting a mac. Probably because not many people use it, and being the typical spastic oh-I-shall-get-the-less-mainstream-one me, I was pretty attracted to it. Plus, it's within my budget and the specs seem kinda good. Being a tech idiot, I had to badger everyone around me to translate the reviews on sites as they were some sort of foreigh techy language I had no conceivable way of deciphering on my own. Anyone with advice please spam my board about it asap!
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